I don’t know how to be enough.
I want to love you. But it’s either I cling to you and expect you to make the sky red or I stay away and love from miles away.
I want to be honest. But it’s either I say all the things on my mind or pretend there’s nothing to say.
I want to be comfortable. But it’s either I wear next to nothing and prance around or wear a huge sweater because I don’t want you to notice my bones.
I want to be kind. But it’s either I say that you’re actually a great person, unrealistically hype you or look at you and then look away because I don’t always say nice things.
I want to be enough.
I want to know how to love you without being difficult or moody.
I want to just talk and not worry that you really don’t like talking to me.
I want to be your friend without slanting my eyes and not saying what’s on my mind.
I want to be comfortable and not wonder if you can see a stray bone jutting out of my chest.
I want to say what’s on my mind without bothering that you’ll wonder if it’s me or my illness talking.
I want to be enough.
I just want to be enough.
Reading this, everything got quiet and it worked my worked my blood.
This is really good.
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Glad you like it, Feyi. Thank you.
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Just beautiful, Dhebbie. Good to see you writing again.
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Hey there, Usi. Thanks!
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Go baby 💕
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Thanks!! ❤
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Go baby
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Beautiful, Dhee.
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Thank you!
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very deep. beautiful One.
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Thank you, Octo.
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How we feel but can’t exactly put to words. Even when we believe that we are enough, we still want the ones we love to see us that way.
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True, Mma. Thank you.
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You want to be writer???
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Yeahh lol.
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❤️
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beautiful piece Dorian
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Thank you!
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